He bounced his chubby baby boy on his hip as he approached the door to his cheap apartment. The forty year old man's large glasses slid down his ebony nose and as he opened the door, his glasses fell off. His son let a cry and he comforted his child with a little bounce. "It's okay ... I just want to see who was knocking at the door." Holding his child tightly, the father bent down and picked up his glasses.
As his hands touched the plastic glasses, his skin felt a thick envelope that lay beneath his targeted item.
Quickly he slipped his glasses on and picked up a yellow envelope the size of a magazine. He took the item and his son into the apartment. The humbled chubby ebony man sat his son down on a blanket surrounded by toys. With curious eyes he opened the envelope. Inside was a sheet of paper written in almost perfect cursive and inked with a soft blue. Behind the letter was a single check, which slightly fell out with the letter as the man opened it. On impulse, the man looked over the check.
There was no amount written on the check, just a signature at the bottom in the same handwriting and ink. The check was color sky blue with the name of the bank in the corner.
Since there was no information on the check, the man finally looked over the letter:
"Dearest John,
I do hope you remember me, but I do understand if you don't. It has been ten years since we last met, which was the only time we met.
Ten years ago, I sat in a broken car, barely starting when I needed it to. That car was my home and transportation. Yet, like most homes and vehicles, it finally died and the only thing I had was a home to rest in the twenty-four hour store parking lot I lived in. I had to walk or take the bus to work, but at least I had a place to stay in after a hard day's work.
The store manager of the store I lived in front of had my car removed one day I was at work. They took all my items from my car and threw them into a dumpster. Even though that was enough cruelty, they placed a restraining order on me.
Ten years ago to this day, I was walking on the side of the road. I felt I had lost my mind or that my soul was destroyed. I had no sense of direction and no hope. Homeless and hopeless, all I prayed for was death.
I guess I was so deep in my depressing thoughts, I did not see your truck's headlights heading my way.
There was a time I hated you for stopping that night. You could have just ended ky misery and the world's if you kept going. Thank you for not stopping, John.
I still remember when you offered me a ride, how your drunken bloodshot eyes stared at me with care. I hope you can share in my laughter when I think of how your breath smelt like a pure bottle of whiskey.
I still remember you mumbling, "I need someone to keep me straight on the road and you need a ride. Come on man."
You didn't know me and I didn't know you, but I think I had the most wonderful conversation with you than I have had in years ... In fact, will always remember our conversation that night.
You shared with me about your new wife's fit about you cheating and how she threw you out. You told me about your adventure camping out at the wilderness park that week.
I held my tongue that night, because I felt I should. You were offering me a ride and the least I could do was listen to your life's troubles.
I do not know what possessed you that night, John. At the time I didn't believe in God, so I did not know what compelled you to take me to your campsite. I don't know why you said, "Look man, if you need a place to stay, you can have this tent. The site is paid up until next weekend and I got a few cans of food in my trunk here. You can have it all because I am going home to get my woman."
I was worried for your life, I had lost my mother due to drunk driving. I tried to stop you, John, but you said something that has been a motto for the rest of my life. "You either die trying, or waste your entire life wishing you did."
I was ashamed to let you go, but you had a mission and a twiggy guy like I was could not fight off a giant like you were.
You left the cans and a pillow with me before rushing off. I slept in your tent and waited for you until I had to take the bus yo work. Luckily for me, the bus stop was close to the park you stayed in. Days passed and you never showed. I feared something happened to you. When the campsite lease came up, I packed your tent and left. For years, I felt as though I had stolen your tent, John.
So, every paycheck I received, I went back to the same tent spot, hoping you would return to get it. When the weather tore at it, I repaired it; when dirt gathered on it, I cleaned it. I love that tent, John, thank you. Working on it kept my sanity. I even drew some of my own designs to improve that tent and sent them into the manufacturer. Little did I know I would get a job designing tents ten years after I met you.
Whenever I could, I tried to look you up, John. It was not until the other day that my wife, a nurse, spoke about a woman she worked with. She told me the woman's troubles and how her husband, John Henrose, was trying to make ends met with his odd jobs. It was then when I heard of the possible future for you, your wife, ten year old son and your new baby boy.
John, you gave me home and gave me sanity. I want you to know, I have paid your rent and utilities for the next two months. I plan to do this as long as you need to stay there. The blank check you have right now is for your ten year old son, Henry. I would like you to start a college fund for him. Write out any amount you would like. The reason why I ask this is because I know you don't want your son to end like the two us, struggling or homeless.
John, if you feel the need to repay me, there is only one way. My family and I are camping this weekend, please say you and your family can join. I have the old tent set up.
Sincerely,
Mark Peltzer."
John wiped the tears from his eyes and reached into the envelope to find a road map, marking out the wilderness park the letter spoke of.
His tear filled eyes glanced to his baby boy, playing with his toys. "Want to go camping?"